Translation

Today was hot...until the time when I went to the pool. A little storm came through in the distance that broke the heat. So, the evening has been quite cool. I hope I sleep well.

I have been rather frustrated today. My translator and I are having difficulties. I don't know what is appropriate to share or not but I am not sure this translator will work out. This is not very exciting news as I will then have to struggle through communicating without anyone to help. My accountants know a little english and if I speak slow enough and use enough motions we figure it out...but it would be much simplier if I had a good translator.

The hard part with that is that it makes me feel like I am doing this alone. I have good teammates at home who I can talk to about this but I still feel alone as I engage in it.

It is probably a good thing...but I feel rather weak out here. I am reading a book where she talks about the fact that men go to war over two things...for love and for control. I feel at war with my issues of wanting control and I despirately want to have those around me that I know love me without question...but that is probably my eternal struggle.