Monday, September 24, 2007

The new endeavor

I mentioned that I was in a position that was draining the life out of me and that I wanted something more. I had a great job and great friends at my job. However, my life was basically only my job and it was a job that didn't have any major emotional satisfaction. I wasn't producing anything that was really of true value to anyone. I wanted something more but I didn't want to find a new job in a different place that was basically the same. I wanted something that I had passion about and could get excited about.

A few years ago, I went on a missions trip to teach computer skills to Central Africans. I loved it. The missionary we connected with was given a well drilling (water) company and started a non-profit organization called Integrated Community Development International. The focus is to develop Central Africans to become their fullest potential through an integrated approach. They drill water wells, provide orphan care, teach AIDS prevention, develop agriculture methods, teach hygene, provide micro loans, and broadcast via radio. They do this with the hope of being able to talk to their spiritual side and tell them about God and Jesus. In the end, hoping to have assisted with their physical and spiritual development.

This organization was formed about 4 years ago and has developed to a point where they need a full time accounting and finance function. So, the CEO called and asked if I would consider it. As you can probably tell, I took the job. When I was younger, I had convinced myself I would move to Africa and I entered college being a Pre-med student. My thoughts were I would be a doctor and then go to Africa. Yeah, I am not a doctor and accounting fit much better. However, I never thought accounting would ever work with Africa. So, when God brought a dream I had back around to me...I realized it wasn't my dream but his and I couldn't help but follow it.

So here I am...I have been working for ICDI since August and on Tuesday (tomorrow) I will be taking my first trip to Africa with ICDI. I have to admit I am excited and nervous all in the same breath. God has been working on my heart in a number of ways and I feel very emotionally raw. I have been overseas a number of times and to "third-world" countries. To say it is easy would just be a lie. Being in a different culture is emotionally exhausting and to go into it emotionally raw might be difficult...however, God may also bless. You never know hence the nervousness. But I am excited for the adventure, the opportunity to meet people, learn languages, eat new food...I know this is a part of me and I am excited to get to experience it and be a part of something bigger...

That is my story to date...I hope this gives you a running log of my stories and allows you to experience them with me....ups and downs included.

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